Hello all! Thank you for following along our road to adoption. it is comforting knowing that we aren't in this alone. I'm having a down day. I know in my heart of hearts that God WILL work everything out but as a human I am down and can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I can't get a hold of that pastor so I can tell you all the amount of our super surprise. We are about to get our USCIS approval but can't get anyone to look at our documents. Last time it took 3 weeks to get a reply. On our current fax it has been over a week and still nothing.
The big heart break came yesterday when we lost the childcare we set up months ago for when we are out of the country. I don't know what we are going to do. Our kiddos are so little and it is going to be hard for them to have both of us gone, so I hate to take them somewhere unfamiliar. Not to mention the fact that my littlest guy just had open heart surgery and I would like him to be close to his doctors.
Leaving my boys has always been the hardest part for me. I don't want to leave them but I know taking them isn't feasible. It gave me some comfort knowing that they would be here in a familiar place with there Doctor's close by and Caius could continue his therapies.
God has worked so many miracles through this whole process and I know he will work this out, I'm just blah..... Tomorrow will be better!
