Some of the comments seemed sad and I couldn't figure it out until I reread my post. Gosh! I didn't mean for it to come across so gloomy. I mean hopeless was a resident in my heart a few months ago but no more.
The Lord has given me a sense of peace. I wrote it not with tears in my eyes but with a smile in my heart. Submitted to God's will.
I still don't have the results but the pain has definitely subsided, praise The Lord and I have peace.
I plan on updating y'all about my funny happenings and life with my babies. Love to you all, goodnight!